finally

I wanted to add this, because I know I have been difficult for everyone to deal with lately...
I feel good and positive for the first time in a long time. This buying a house and moving and all this has really been getting me down. But now that we are done with the apartment and are making headway at the house, I feel happy and good about the direction in my life. I am glad that I took all this time off work to get settled, even though we won't be done packing by the time I go back to work on Tuesday. I am getting settled and calm and that's what I needed. There was so much turmoil and chaos and now most of that is over and I am able to deal better with what is left.
So, I am relieved and emotionally refreshed, if nothing else.