it tore my heart out

Last night I watched Terry Irwin interviewed by Barbara Walters on 20/20. It was the saddest thing. She was trying to so hard to keep it together. I can't even begin to imagine what she's going thru. I never want to have to know. She was trying to tell stories and sometimes she would start crying at the end of the sentence. I cried with her. I cried the most when she said that her son took a screwdriver out of the drawer and went over to a motor bike and started poking at it. She said that she asked him what he was doing and he said that he was fixing the bike so that daddy could drive it in heaven. *sigh*